Talent

Talent is a wonderful thing to have, we all have you skills that we are very good at, some say that they have nothing they are good at, but they never seem to count the most significant thing in their lives. Making friends, making people laugh is also a talent, apparently lately I've found out that making people fall in love with you is a talent, but it is also a curse. loving and being loved is two different love, no matter how much you say you love some one that person may not love you equally, they may even love you a lot more, or not at all.

We all perceive love in a different view, i see love in a vision of, if there is a chance we can share our live's together it'll be better but no matter how much you love a person, you have to understand them support them even as much as it pains. As i am loving some one in my life, she may be with some one but i will always try to be her pillar of strength, it may not always be the best, but i now its all i can give, hopefully it would under stand.

We maybe standards or life times apart but if my heart stands you know you are worth it. 

Talent is a very strong thing, it may be the difference between some ones life and death, or easy enough to convince you to stay, but all i need is one talent is to make you smile and to make you stay.

BTW NOV 30 AVICII!!!!!

把门款上了吧

从以前开始我都对每个人都没信任了，为什么呢？ 在我中学时应该是太多的人骗了我，做了一些我不能够借搜的事情。 所以现在我一些的朋友，都可说每一个朋友我都信不过。

虽然现在过了几年，可是还有点阴影。心上的问题，我都不敢说出来害怕说了就再发生多一次，最近遇到了一个人蛮不错的每次看到他我都会开心。可是爱一个人许要把心让出去，召开给他机会伤我或爱我。我虽然以前做了很多看不上眼的事情，不代表我和以前都一样。

每天看到你时都有觉得心痛，一直看着你搜酷不知你在烦什么，只能做个笨蛋让你笑笑唐你高兴，我虽然有时会做出很sohai的事情这是因为我希望你会永远都会笑。虽然在你心中我是一位男孩，但是我心中是一个想一直照顾你的男人。（哈哈哈）我在这里说着如果你要时间我可以给你，但你要记得我已经把我的心open 了给你。 没有赶着你做好选择只是要你知道我几爱你。

This may be just another love text to you, but this here is what i really feel, if you do see this, 请你不要觉得烦，我不想要你每次倒在哪里想多多。I hope when you see this you will smile more.

Words are still words though I'm glad i got to know you that night, it was a great change in my life and probably a new chapter of our life =) so now my heart is with you dun break it hurt it or give it away, keep it safe maybe beside your's haha.

BOOM!!

Happy birthday to Chee Ming =) 

last night was a blast we had a great Sabo, flour, glue honey and a whole bunch of other stuff.

in the process Zhi Jian got drunk and vomit haha. Orange vodka, like shit man, never mix it or drink it. 

beside having a great time yesterday i guess i had a lot to think about, where i stand with my friends around, but i still don't know where i stand with her, every thing is like up down before it starts, i'm not a person that like to have any problems in life, easy going simple person. 

While writing this now, i think friends are kinda important, watching them act a fool and being like all we can be around each other, really makes me smile. Great friends are hard to come by and i'm happy to have them around.

Other then that relationship problems, so down right now, i don't know what is on her mind, a moment it feels like everything is going well, in another moment everything is like just plainly messed up. probably its because i think too much or having mood swings. love is just so complicated if you know what i mean. or maybe i'm not ready to get into anything right now, im just so effing mind fucking myself right now.

好朋友只是朋友

好朋友只是朋友，还是朋友，不能夠佔有

These days i have been thinking a lot about this line, it is so simple but sometimes hard to process why.

There is this person that i have just met there are so many chances in the world and there is so many reasons more that i think we should be together, may be i am selfish thinking about it this way.

Still, in life when things are right in front of you and for me i think it would be better, 可是我们就是朋友，没有得便。I just hope that feelings are true and now for settling down i don't want anymore trouble, i don't want any of my past to repeat itself. Simple enough i guess i can call this the Friend-Zone, i rarely end up in this situation because guess i don't like the feel of just being a friend but maybe more.

我虽然样子上很坚强，可是每一个痕迹都只发生在我心上。

i may look strong from the outside, but when ever i get hurt or where ever I scar its in the heart. I am who I am today i because of many events and things that happened in the past, a person does not become who he is as simply as he or she says, its what the person goes through and what he hopes to get makes the person who he is, well mostly anyways.

Here i wanna just way that if you like some one just say, don't say i don't know or maybe, because the wait actually hurts, especially when you know there are other choices but him, if its a "NO", just say NO, he may say he'll wait, but it is mostly caused by what you said, rejecting him is better then keeping him around.

After writing so much i think this actually makes no sense and i don't know what do i want or what is going on in my mind, all i know is that this girl i met, really makes me smile and when i'm around her i don't mind blocking out everything else, she calms and chills me out.

is this love? maybe, only time will tell.

Love is a very funny thing, same as friends.
they are all stupid funny and they piss you off at times but you still love people, and love you friends